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Wide Awake Club

I’m a sadist. I quite enjoy the 4am feeds as they’ve become my time to surf the web, catch up on some reading and checking my twitter and instagram feeds without feeling guilty that I’m not giving my full attention to both babies. I do, of course, like the soft baby cuddles with Blake and … Continue reading

My Top 5 Feeding Must Haves

I am a milking machine. Not as often as I was 6 weeks ago but most definitely more than the average persons snacks, because Blake eats little and often. I think she read somewhere that this is what Victoria Beckham does….. However many babies you BF, it’s still bloody hard (and painful) if you’ve not … Continue reading


Guilt is a funny old thing. I seem to be constantly wracked with guilt. Not the stomach churning guilt that I experienced as a kid when I got caught nicking some Fruit Pastilles (sorry Mum); but small pangs of guilt, 5 days a week when I leave my baby boy and go off to work. … Continue reading

Things I wish I’d known

With many lovely friends all around me up the duff or having just had their babies it made me think back to the early days and see if I’d change anything. Yep quite a few things actually. 1. 1+1+1= new family I so wish we’d limited our visitors to 0 a day until Dex was … Continue reading

My mooing days are over

Friday 4th May was the last day I breastfed Dexter. This has caused me both physical and mental pain. I know I’ve managed a lot longer than others but it doesn’t make stopping any easier. Choosing to stop has 100% been Dexter’s decision. He’s been fussing so much around my boobs that I tried him … Continue reading

Bottle it and sell it on eBay

Dex is the apple of my eye, the reason I breathe and the only thing that makes me smile every morning and be thankful for my life and what I’ve been given. This was hard to believe 2 weeks ago when my lovely little lad started waking 2 or 3 times a night having previously … Continue reading

Living Doll

Ok I must remember that Dexter is a human and not a new doll I have. This week I have spent a small fortune on clothes and car parking all to dress him up in an array of Ken-esque garments. He does look amazing though! I have even forfeited buying myself clothes in order to … Continue reading